Butterfly:
Johnel: Okay after
the mind fuck of the last part it is once again time to look at the little side
stories to My Inner Life. That and we have Link sitting with a therapist right
now to assure he has a at least somewhat sane mental state while in physical
form.
Authors Notes: I have done it again. I’m right back at it. This is my 3rd song
fic, based on another one of Mariah Carey’s songs called “Butterfly”
Johnel:
Okay I’m
going to level with you. I don’t hate this song. It is very meh to me. Still if you dislike it I’m
providing the Skyfall theme below to act as a palate cleanser.
This one is focusing on Malon’s feelings for Link. How the
relationship they had just didn’t seem to work out.
Johnel: You know I
once act the Hero’s Shade if it was he and Malon that led to the Link in
Twilight Princess but he seemed to keep dodging the question.
She’s going to
explain how they met and fell in love, but then it seemed that his love for her
slowly started to slip away over time.
Johnel: You really
don’t get the concept of show don’t tell have you author. Also yes maybe my
above anecdote is a little hypocritical but I couldn’t get the Shade into the
theater.
Now its been 10 years
since they were together, (This is after Link defeated Gannon
Johnel: Well someone
got Gannon Banned again.
but he did not go back
in time) but it seems that Malon now 28 years old, still feels something for
him, she found it hard to let him go then, but does she have to let him go
again, even though he has found and married another?
Johnel: To answer
your questions no because the author like putting Link’s love interests through
psychological hell just for getting near “her man”.
Rated PG 13 for adult langue and themes.
Johnel: Alternate
translation there is no sex scenes….
Disclaimer: Ok I know I do not own Malon, Link or any of the
other Zelda peeps. They belong to Nintendo (Though I wish I owned Link hehehe)
Johnel: Already made
the rape joke… so here is a picture of a fruit.
But I however do own Jenna and any another chars in this
story that are not found in Zelda, so don’t use them without my permission. I’m
just using the Zelda peeps for my stories.
Butterfly
A lesson learned in letting go.
The sky was setting off tones of deep pink, and lavender,
the sun nearly fading from the horizon as Malon was ushering the last two horses
into the stables for the night. It had been a long day and she was tired. After
she secured the last two horses into their stalls, she walked out of the barn,
latched the doors shut then went into the house.
Johnel: Well I’m
already bored.
Ingo was busy cooking dinner while her dad, Talon was
upstairs getting cleaned up. She decided to go upstairs herself and clean up as
well before dinnertime.
Johnel: 28 and still
living with her dad truly life is hell for the poor girl.
She went into her
room and stood in front of her vanity and begun to brush her long reddish
blonde hair. Malon watched as the image in the mirror mimicked everything she
did, right down to the twinkle that reflected from her crystal blue eyes.
Johnel: No shit it is
a mirror next you are going to tell me cows go moo.
She ran the brush
down the full length of her hair, stopping for a moment after every few
strokes. When she finished, she sat the brush down and proceeded to walk to the
bathroom, when something caught her eye.
Johnel: Heee~eeeyy.
There on the nightstand sat something that always gave her
bad memories. She walked over to it and picked up a gold bracelet made with
Triforce
Johnel: Return of the
Triforce spam everybody.
links lined with diamonds that Link had given to her when
they were together. She gave the bracelet a scornful look as she walked over to
the bed and sat down. Turning the bracelet over, she read the inscription that
was engraved on the underside. “To my love Malon.” “I love you always.” Her
face twisted into a scowl as she remembered the day Link gave it to her.
Johnel: Before the
evil succubus Jenna appeared and took over his mind with her powers of indoctrination.
He gave it to her just days before he “broke it off” with
her.
Johnel:
Trust me I
know about pulling a dick move break up…well now I feel like shit.
His excuse was that
he felt as if the flame between them had slowly flickered out and that his
feelings for her were just not the same anymore. She remembered how long she
cried that night, she practically cried herself to sleep. Then for the next few
days, it seemed as if her heart had totally fallen out of her chest,
Johnel: This is
probably a metaphor but I should be ready to call Ienzo just in case.
the feelings she had
for him still lingered strong inside her. Every time she saw him after that,
she would breakdown and cry, it even happened more then once in the Market,
causing her to feel like a total ass.
Johnel: No hun he was
the ass and you should be glad he’s gone.
But she held strong, held onto a hope that he would return
to her, return to the love they once shared.
“When you love someone so deeply
They become your life
It's easy to succumb to overwhelming fears inside
Blindly I imaged I could
Keep you under glass
Now I understand to hold you
I must open my hands
And watch you rise”
“Spread your wings and prepare to fly
For you have become a butterfly
Fly abundantly into the sun
If you should return to me
We truly were meant to be
So spread your wings and fly
Butterfly”
She suddenly blinked, her head swarming with thoughts of
“him”. Her gaze returned to the bracelet in her hands as she pulled it close to
her heart. Small crystal white tears trickled slowly down her face as her body
shuddered with uneasy feelings. “What is wrong with me?” “Why am I still upset
about the breakup that happened between us ten years ago?”
Johnel: The author
hates you and wants you to suffer.
Malon asked herself
softly. “Is it that I’m still in love with him?” “Have I really not gotten over
him?” “Oh Goddesses this cannot be happening!” Malon cried as she came to the
realization that she indeed was still in love with Link.
Johnel: You know I’m
curious what her father thinks of this whole thing? Not that we’ll get a good
answer but I’m bored so it is much easier to just come up with some WMG’s at
this point.
“Oh gods why do I still have these damn feelings?” “He has
moved on…he has already found and married another.” “I didn’t feel this way
when I sung for him at his wedding, but why the hell am L feeling them now?”
“Why….just why can’t I seem to break free of these empty feelings still
wrenching my saddened heart?” She questioned herself again as she closed her
big blue eyes and let her thoughts move to the day he called it to an end.
She remembered that it was a clear blue day, the sun high up
as a gentle breeze blew threw the trees of Hyrule Field. A messenger had come
from the Kokiri Forest with word that Link wished to speak with her with the
utmost urgency.
Johnel: Why the lazy
ass didn’t just come and tell her is another story.
At first she thought
Link was in trouble, but she soon realized that it was more then that. When she
arrived at Link’s house(who was eighteen at the time)
Johnel: I tested out
of having to take math with my prerequisites in college I think I can do
28-10=18 on my own thank you very much.
inside Kokiri Village, her worst nightmare was about to come
true. When she looked into his eyes, the eyes that usually shimmered a deep
blue were now dull and like ice. At that point she could tell that she was
going to hear something she was not going to like.
“Malon I’m glad you’re here.” “I have something I really
need to tell you.” She eyed him with a worried stare before he spat the words
that were going to change her life forever. “Um….Malon…I don’t quite know how
to explain this.” “I know that we have been together for quite some time now,
but I feel that our love is not what it used to be.” It was with those words
Malon knew that it was all going to end. “I feel that the flame between us has
slowly flickered out and it’s just not the same.”
“ I just don’t think I have the same feelings for you as I
once did.”
Johnel:
“I hate to say
this……but feel we should end this, but even though that there will be not love
interest between us, I still care for you as a friend.” “Maybe just maybe there
could be something between us later in time…..but just not now.” Those were the
words she dreaded to hear and it was those words that caused her world to
shatter around her. She took off crying, leaving Link behind as he pleaded for
her to come back, but she blocked them out and ran home.
Johnel:*Singing* Runaway
From the river to the street
And find yourself with your face in the gutter
You're a stray for
the salvation army
There is no place
like home When you got no place to go
Her eyes flung open as she came back to
reality. She looked down at the bracelet again. “What the hell happened to us.”
Malon questioned herself “Why did he leave me so…. so tattered and torn?” “What
did I do so wrong that caused him to leave me so?” “Where did I go wrong?”
Johnel: You didn’t he
did. You know I kind of want to punch this author at times.
“I have learned that beauty
Has to flourish in the light
Wild horses run unbridled
Or their spirit dies
You have given me the courage
To be all that I can
And truly feel your heart will
Lead you back to me when you're
Ready to land”
Memories of when they met begun to race threw her mind now.
She remembered it like it was yesterday. The memories of those days always
tasted like heaven, tasted like the sweet honey a bee makes. She never forgot
the day when they met in Hyrule Market as ten year olds. He was so cute in his
green clothes with that blue fairy floating around his head. She even
remembered the name she used to call him…..Fairy Boy. She never thought too
much of him then….but something inside her snapped when he showed up at Lon Lon
Ranch seven years later as a fully grown handsome adult. When she first saw him
mounted on Epona, the first thing that came into mind, was that he was the one
she met as a child….the Fairy Boy from the forest, but when she looked into
those eternal blue eyes…the eyes that always made her body swoon, she knew at
that point it was love.
Johnel: Kind of wish
I was reading a Link/Malon right now it would allow me to ignore the fact Jenna
exists in this universe.
She remembered the long pause between them as they stared
deeply into each other’s eyes and the stuttered words that soon followed. And
it was soon after that, they fell in love and got together. For a while all
seemed well. The love between them was strong, so strong that they even
experienced sharing a “special part” of each other. She remembered the first
time they shared the most sacred thing two people can share.
Johnel: Yes the day
they shared Xbox Gamertags was truly a special occasion that made the heavens
sing.
She remembered it
like it was yesterday, the feeling left behind a certain glow around her. And
it was the feel of his lean infatuated body naked against hers that left a
strong feeling of a lingering desire behind in her own body, leaving her with
the longing to taste his honey once more.
Johnel:
Then it all seemed to end in a blink of an eye. One thing
she knew she was the happiest person alive, then the next thing she knew her
whole world was crashing down on her. She got up off the bed and walked over to
the mirror once more and stared into the image that was looking back at her.
“How could Link leave me so...alone.” She questioned the image in the mirror.
“Why did he abandon me?”
Johnel: Plot.
He face twisted into
a scowl as she remembered the feeling after he told her it was over. “He did
this on purpose, I can see it now. He had to!” “I mean, what else could he have
done to leave me so...so stricken and confused!” “It’s not even that, he even
once said that there just might have been a chance for love again….. a chance
to rekindle the flame between us, but did I ever get that chance……
“Spread your wings and prepare to fly
For you have become a butterfly
Fly abundantly into the sun
If you should return to me
We truly were meant to be
So spread your wings and fly
Butterfly”
She shook her head. “No I didn’t, I never got that chance!”
“Now I’m left with nothing….nothing but a broken heart.” “To this day I have
been asking myself what I did so wrong for him to have left me like this, but I
have yet to get the answer I seek.” “But maybe it was more, maybe I have been
blinded in some way.” “Was Link really that unhappy and I was so blinded by
love that I didn’t notice he was slowly slipping away from me?” “Was I so
caught up in myself I didn’t see that the flame between us was slowly dying?”
“I guess I will never know, but one thing I do know, I was negligent to his
happiness.”
Johnel: No you were
not. This version of Link I realize now is just some asshole
stringing along so many poor girls until he found one as manipulative and vile
as he is. You don’t need him and you should move on and find your own
happiness. Kick these false reasons to the curb and continue on into the
future!
“But even in light of all that has happened I’m still in
love with him.” “I’ve tried to convince myself I was over him, but in reality I
wasn’t.” “Even to his day I still long for him, the feeling taking over my mind
every waking day.” “I cannot help the way I feel, it’s not something I can just
throw away that easily.” “Maybe I’m just clinging onto a useless hope, maybe
I’m hoping for the impossible, but one thing I do know, I have been lost
without him ever since that day…..the day he left me so…..alone.
“I can't pretend these tears
Aren't overflowing steadily
I can't prevent this hurt from
Almost overtaking me
But I will stand and say goodbye
For you'll never be mine
Until you know the way it feels to fly”
“So spread your wings and prepare to fly
For you have become a butterfly
Fly abundantly into the sun
If you should return to me
We truly were meant to be
So spread your wings and fly
Butterfly”
“By the goddesses, I'm doing it again!” “I just don't
understand it, not at all.” “After all, if I am so disappointed in Link, then
why can't I forget
him?” “Why are these feelings still plaguing me?” “Sigh”
“Maybe its just because I’m finding it so hard to let go.….to let go of the one
person that I truly loved.”
“So flutter through the sky, Butterfly,”
“God how I'm going to miss those blue eyes, the ones that
always twinkled when he stared with them into mine, the ones that always
shimmered with loving glances.” “Maybe I’m just fantasizing, but I will never
forget those eyes for as long as I live.” “Perhaps, I have come to the
realization that Link indeed became a butterfly and needed to know what it felt
like to fly,”
Johnel: Oh so she
could hear the cows band practice.
“Spread your wings and fly, Butterfly,”
Perhaps since he did not return to me…..then maybe we
weren’t meant to be……
“Butterfly”
Well what did ya think? Yay Nay? Well pleases tell me what
ya thought, I’m dying to know. I think I’m getting better at these song fics. I
kinda find those to be the easier ones to write, but I need impute on just how
good you think they are. Thanx.
Johnel: You know what
I think….. this aggression will not stand. I shall for the good of this
universe and the next tear your words down like a wall of oppression! I’ll go
beyond what is possible I will survive My Inner Life and come out stronger in
the end. Just who the hell do you think I am!
Ienzo: *Staring at
the spectacle* What the hell is wrong with you?
Johnel:*Rubs back of
head* Gurren Lagann marathon now what’s up?
Ienzo:*Takes out
clipboard* The one classified as OoT Link is out of his session with Ms.
Chambers and was looking for you something about his sword and ocular virginity I
think.
Johnel: I see well... I
should probably go hide then. Push the button Mister.
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